For the week of June 13, 2026 / 28 Sivan 5786

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Shela Lekha
Torah: B’midbar / Numbers 13:1 – 15:41
Haftarah: Joshua 2:1-24
Originally posted the week of July 1, 2000/28 Sivan 5760 (updated)
Why is the LORD bringing us into this land, to fall by the sword? Our wives and our little ones will become a prey. Would it not be better for us to go back to Egypt?” (B’midbar/Numbers 14:3)
Is it possible to believe in God and yet not really believe in him? That’s exactly what it was like for the vast majority of the people of Israel who came out of Egypt. These people had seen God act and heard him speak. Whether or not God existed and whether he was involved in their lives was not an issue for them. What they had difficulty with was whether he could do what he said he would do.
The same God who delivered the people from bondage in Egypt also planned to bring them into the Promised Land. But when the people heard the report of those who went ahead to scout out the Land, they lost heart. Ten out of the twelve scouts said, regarding the Land’s inhabitants: “We are not able to go up against the people, for they are stronger than we are” (B’midbar/Numbers 13:31). The people responded as follows:
And all the people of Israel grumbled against Moses and Aaron. The whole congregation said to them, “Would that we had died in the land of Egypt! Or would that we had died in this wilderness! Why is the LORD bringing us into this land, to fall by the sword? Our wives and our little ones will become a prey. Would it not be better for us to go back to Egypt?” And they said to one another, “Let us choose a leader and go back to Egypt.” (B’midbar/Numbers 14:2-4).
Notice they didn’t doubt that God had brought them thus far. What they feared was that he could not take them any further. This just goes to show that experiencing the reality of God does not ensure that we will have faith. These people had experienced God far more than most of us ever will. Yet they couldn’t trust him for their current circumstances.
We see in this story that faith in God is not just about believing in his existence. These people may have accepted the concepts of the reality of God, that he is the Creator, and that he interacts with our lives. It looks like they even believed that he was in control of the situation. We can surmise this from their statement: “Why is the LORD bringing us into this land, to fall by the sword?” Moses later quotes them as saying, “Because the LORD hated us he has brought us out of the land of Egypt, to give us into the hand of the Amorites, to destroy us.” (D’varim/Deuteronomy 1:27). It appears that they thought that God was doing this to them out of spite or something. So we see that even though they believed in God, what they believed about God was all messed up.
I wonder how many of us have a belief in God that is messed up. Or there may be aspects of our faith that are messed up.
What was it that warped their view of God? It appears that what led them to begin thinking of God in the wrong terms was their overwhelming sense of the great opposition they faced. The scouts’ bad report was mostly true. Naturally speaking, the people of Israel had no chance of taking the Land. They couldn’t do it without supernatural assistance. But instead of focusing on God and who he really is, they were fixated on the difficult circumstances they faced.
Caleb and Joshua, who alone trusted God in spite of these circumstances, did so because what they knew of God was derived from God himself and not from the obstacles. It was not that they were out of touch with reality; they were just not going to allow anything to contradict what they already knew of God.
I suggest we take a good look at how we have allowed circumstances to shape our understanding of God rather than knowing him for who he really is.
Scriptures taken from the English Standard Version








